I worked as a teacher for many years in Alaska in Early Childhood Education. I haven't been able to work in a number of years because of chronic health conditions such as diabetes, lung diseases, and cancer.
But everytime I go by a school I wish I could teach again. I worked so hard to get my degree in Washington State and still couldn't get my BA because I couldn't get the financial aid. In Alaska I took Seed Classes and classes through Childcare Connections to get my CDA. Also in Washington State I worked on a work-site position for CCC and took practicums in Elementary Schools and Daycares. Plus working most of the time. This wasn't a person collecting a welfare check you know?
I got so much patronizing & judgement calls from people from my church and family members when I went on disability because of just being too sick to work. I had a niece call me up on Christmas to make fun of me. One wrote me a snotty letter that she had so much more education than myself! That she'd graduated from a community college; oh, and she worked harder than myself.
I think thats all I've done my entire life is work! I worked one job in Alaska 16 hour days. I also worked over 20 years in the medical field in a doctor's office, medical records, CNA, and inhome care nursing & group homes. Plus had three years of college in business.
When I first moved back to the 48 from Alaska my oldest sister Doris called me I believe to patronize and make fun of me. Told me I looked like a Mexican and too bad I didn't get my degree. This is a woman whose never ever gone to college and aways had some man taking care of her!
But I did work as a teacher in Alaska and taught family history & primary.
I guess some people just feel better putting someone else down you know?
And I was never one of those "kept" women either.
I know being overweight or obese is unhealthy for us. I've been overweight for sometime now but not nearly as heavy as these poor ladies. I think being overweight is more of an "emotional" issue rather than just genetics or poor eating habits or not enough exercise. When I was in high school I was always told I was too fat and I weighed appromately 140-150 pounds and at almost 5 feet 7 inches tall that wasn't fat at all. I think the abuse of family members and my ex-husband and boyfriends caused me to gain weight more than anything. When you are beaten with a belt by a brother it causes emotional issues. When your sister screams at you all night long she hopes you become a prostitute when you are just 19 it causes emotional issues. Or when you are married and your husband constantly puts you down and calls you an educated idiot, that you can't do anything right causes emotional issues. I know this is why I've gained my weight. But again I'm on ano
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