I saw this picture of a young man online and thought of John Hansen from my hometown who was killed in Vietnam and only 23 years old.
What were John's dreams as he flew scout pilot over Vietnam? His last night before he died he was playing his guitar. I wondered if we would married if he'd come home? I met a young man when I was just 21 at a dance. I was working as a dental assistant in Portland, Oregon. I met someone named John just home from the war who wouldn't let go of me. We were supposed to go out the next week but I'd come down really sick and didn't show up. He thought I'd stood him up and got into a terrible car accident. I regret to this day not visiting him at the hospital.
I know being overweight or obese is unhealthy for us. I've been overweight for sometime now but not nearly as heavy as these poor ladies. I think being overweight is more of an "emotional" issue rather than just genetics or poor eating habits or not enough exercise. When I was in high school I was always told I was too fat and I weighed appromately 140-150 pounds and at almost 5 feet 7 inches tall that wasn't fat at all. I think the abuse of family members and my ex-husband and boyfriends caused me to gain weight more than anything. When you are beaten with a belt by a brother it causes emotional issues. When your sister screams at you all night long she hopes you become a prostitute when you are just 19 it causes emotional issues. Or when you are married and your husband constantly puts you down and calls you an educated idiot, that you can't do anything right causes emotional issues. I know this is why I've gained my weight. But again I'm on ano
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