I was brought to Alaska by a man Herder Winklemen who worked on the Alaskan Railroad. We corresponded for about 6 months and he sent me a plane ticket to Alaska. I'd been living in Cosmopolis, Washington and had been attending Grays Harbor College and had worked hard to get my teacher's degree. I couldn't get anymore financial aid even though I'd attended the college four years and had over 200 college credits. I could have finished my degree by Satellite dish from Central Washington University in Ellensburg, Washington.
When I went to Alaska I had a job in a daycare the first week I was there. Herder wasn't "attracted" to me because I wasn't as skinny as his blonde ex-wife.
I found myself homeless within the first month I was in Alaska. I nicknamed myself the "Alaskan Forgetmenot" because I felt everyone had kind of forgotten me in Alaska.
How I survived 14 long years in Alaska as a single woman was beyond me!
But I think living in Alaska taught me to be a stronger and self-reliant person. While there I had to have two surgeries for cancer and stood out in -40 degree weather waiting for buses. I remember this one place I lived in was so cold that ice formed inside the windows.
I know being overweight or obese is unhealthy for us. I've been overweight for sometime now but not nearly as heavy as these poor ladies. I think being overweight is more of an "emotional" issue rather than just genetics or poor eating habits or not enough exercise. When I was in high school I was always told I was too fat and I weighed appromately 140-150 pounds and at almost 5 feet 7 inches tall that wasn't fat at all. I think the abuse of family members and my ex-husband and boyfriends caused me to gain weight more than anything. When you are beaten with a belt by a brother it causes emotional issues. When your sister screams at you all night long she hopes you become a prostitute when you are just 19 it causes emotional issues. Or when you are married and your husband constantly puts you down and calls you an educated idiot, that you can't do anything right causes emotional issues. I know this is why I've gained my weight. But again I'm on ano
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